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What I dreamed about;
I was trapped.
In the worse place I could think of besides hell.
He was right there beside me.
Looking at me.
With the big dark brown intensive eyes.
That so much resembled mine.
I hoped he would not say the words that I dreaded.
And of course they were the first words out of his mouth.
I love you.
At that point something had snapped inside of me.
I sobbed, really really hard.
I was lying on the floor.
He came over and put his hairy arms around me.
I tried to pull them off.
But he was too strong.
He was not hurting me.
He was totally clueless.
Of the fact I hated him.
Because he had broken her heart.
I wanted to yell at him.
To make him feel miserable.
How was I supposed to love him?
They all said the same thing...
You should love him because he's your ------.
(That was not a curse word it was just a person involved in my life who I would not like to put).
I was still crying.
Through the sobs I yellled at him;
Why did you do it?
How could you?
While I was in her?
Thinking you were the best ------ ever.
But you weren't.
You betrayed her.
You betrayed us!
I will never forgive you for that!
And for that reason, you no longer are my ------.
If I was you I would not forgive myself either.
I'd hate me.
And I'm truelt sorry.
It was a big mistake that happened a long time ago.
(He looked down in shame)
(At this point his hands were not around me)
I could see tears in his face.
You know what I did?
What I never thought I would do..
I went over to him gave him a kiss.
And said "I forgive you."
Thats when I woke up.
All of that.
I don't know if it was a message from God or what?
But I think it meant something.
But who knows what.
I need advice.
Tell me what you think.
More like a nightmare.
Composed by *Sitting by a tree* at 8:30:00 PM
Well well well.
Today I was in a good mood all the way through.
I almost fell asleep in church.
I had to keep rubbing my eyes in order to stay awake.
Made people laugh.
Which always makes me happy.
Today was all goood.
You know what I mean.
I got the dance moves good.
Did not fail.
I did pretty good.
I'm going to watch Criminal Minds.
I love that show.
But its on at nine.
And its only seven.
I am soo happy.
Confessed my sins today.
That felt good.
Lets talk about them.
They cannot have any family is what I'm told.
GOD is thier lover.
Personally, I think Roman Catholic is very confusing.
I mean really.
If God is all good and loving why does he put us through pain?
If he loves us then..why let us suffer?
Wouldn't you agree?
I mean honestly I do not comprehend it.
But I think priests should have families.
Tell me what you think.
That would be intresting.
Did our speil thingys.
Mine was okay except that I kind of sucked.
Does that make sense?
It does not even make sense to myself.
I am such a ninny.
What do you want for Christmas?
Hmmm... A random good book.
Uh okay. I'll make sure it's really long.
That was my conversation with my sister.
I think she's my secret santa.
Why would she ask me otherwise?
I was listening to the radio.
Then something totally random came up.
It made me laugh.
So come on down and;
Rent a heffer!
And we all know what a heffer is.
Don't refer to someone as a heffer.
That would be really mean.
In the sense that they are fat.
I'm watching the movie;
And I like it.
Its kind of kiddy-ish.
But what the hell?
Thats my motto.
What the hell?
I don't belive in mottos.
Because every day your learning something new.
And you want that to be your motto.
So then you will have a motto for everyday.
Maybe I should have a motto.
If you guys have a motto.
I would like to know.
Today was a good day.
I love all you people.
Thanks for being cool.
I love that word.
And have a good night.
And I have a test on Fri.
I will make sure to study.
So I can get a good grade.
Watched a commercial and here's the line;
Amy was even hotter than her sister!
Don't be in a bitchy mood.
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