I could not remember the last time I felt like this;
It had been a long time.
She was perfect.
It was not the same kind of envious,
You would find in most teenage girls.
So much more than that.
All of the above.
I wanted to scream.
I never felt like this.
I felt angry at myself.
I guess that was the biggest thing of all.
Aren't those two of the seven deadly sins? No,, I only think its jelousy. Hmmm...