Never Felt Like This

I could not remember the last time I felt like this;

Envious.

It had been a long time.

It seemed,

She was perfect.

Everything.

Anything.

....Something.

It was not the same kind of envious,

You would find in most teenage girls.

It was,

So much more than that.

Fury.

Jeolousy.

All of the above.

I wanted to scream.

I never felt like this.

Overall,

I felt angry at myself.

And

I guess that was the biggest thing of all.

Anger

And jelousy.

Aren't those two of the seven deadly sins? No,, I only think its jelousy. Hmmm...