A %&#$@

I was at a photo shoot today.
I mean I am not a super model or anything.
It's just that my Dad had his job thingy.
I met firefighters.
They were supposed to be hot but they were not.
It was cold.
And I couldn't help feeling cold.
I felt so empty and sad.
And lonely.
And like a total bio-tch.
If you don't like cursing I'm sorry.
But that is totally how I felt.
Like a royal bitch.
We always spend our time feeling sorry for ourselves.
And now look at me.
I always feel bad for myself and now I am a bitch?
But hey I guess thats life.