When I read Jaerixon's something post I was sort of angry.
Like a what the hell kind of angry.
But then I realized.
That he was partially right.
I do care about my education.
I did not mean I do not worry about grades and all that because I do.
But that is what she always talks to me about.
Always saying it is soooo important.
So this and that.
And I understand.
But imagine her always telling you about education.
Not about love.
Or any of that.
How the hell would you feel?
When she's not around to giude you?
You F ing tell me how you feel.
Because dammit I am angry.
Of things that may never come true.
Because I do.
And if people tell me to grow up.
I will not.
First of all you are probably not grown up.
And you don't do what I at least try to do.
Step in other people's shoes.
Okay I am going to go cool off.