You have no idea what it feels like.
You are held against your will.
Trying to get it all over with.

But, you are stuck.
No one can save you.
Just get it over with.

One.
Two.
Three..
It is coming.
You were prepared.

You want to die.
You feel horrible.
You just want to lie on the floor.
Stare at the ceiling...

No one can save you,
You just have to be ready,
When it comes.