Barbie Meets Ken

I have never been kissed on the lips before.

I am not ready for that yet.

When I am older.

Maybe even drunk.

But I don't wannna be drunk when I have my first kiss.

I want to be surprised.

I want to be impressed.

I want to be in love.

Its almost the same way, when I do "it."

I don't want to do it with just anybody.

I want it to be extra-ordinary.

I want everything to be special.

But nothing ends up that way.

Everything so far has just happened with a poof!

Like all of a sudden, I have an ability to make other people laugh.

Or suprisingly I make friends with everyone I say "hi" to.

All of a sudden my "friends" exclude me from a lot.

But I don't want it to just happen.

I want it to be a Barbie meets Ken moment.